Desperate to Survive?

"Desperate to Survive" is the name of the theme song to Sleep Away Camp II. It is by a band called Obsession. According to Google there are no immediately interesting facts that I can copy and paste about them here. 

"Fucked if I know..."

Instead have some lyrics.
(note: this will change your life)




"I am shadowed…by what seems to be the end
Aware…my hopes will only pretend
To silence…the voices I hear calling me
And forcing me to face the truths to be…

I refuse to accept my fate and not believe
There’s no escape… I’m desperate to survive

For I’m alone…and a captive of my past
Solitude…my penance is cast
For vicious memories, taunt my piece of mind
I feel helpless and despair, a victim of time

I just have to stay alive…there’s nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide…I’m desperate to survive
Will time stand still for me…I’m desperate to survive

I can’t take this torment
I can’t take the thought I have to stay
Forever inside my terror
There lives all the sins I must repay
I’m trapped by suffering, so tragic
I can’t take this pain
So lost in my sorrow, so endless
It’s too hard to maintain

I’m desperate to survive…will time
Stand still for me…I’m desperate to survive"


I can't help but think, listening to this song again, that it was written especially for me. I was just saying yesterday that my endless sorrow is getting out of hand, maintenance wise.